Beautiful Monster - Juuzou Suzuya x Reader

He brings me in all sorts of dangers, but, it's not his fault, it's mine. He doesn't even know I exist, and that is also my fault.

I cannot explain my obsession over this guy. When I first saw him, I thought he was an angel. His angelic beauty blinded me.

I'm disgusted by myself. I'm a stalker. It's funny how I realize all these wrong things I'm doing but I don't even try to change myself. No, I think it's too late to change! I already gave up my photography dreams to become an investigator just to get more closer to him.

But that was a huge mistake. My bad choices almost lead me to death. Luckily I was saved. One thing that could not be saved was my old body. I became a monster. The type of monster he despises the most.

Now I wonder if he'll ever love a Beautiful Monster like me...