Monster
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Hope A feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen. Hope is a word used to describe the feeling of need; desire. I have never felt this feeling. Or, maybe it's just that I never wanted to.. Isaiah Jackson. The local emotionless grocery store clerk. Just saving up pay for what his plans are after his finishing year attending school. 'School. Hell, really. The people there just expect too much from me. They expect me to do my work and listen to them at the same time. When it's already too much to attempt either, alone. I've never been the type of person to follow orders given by a higher authority. And when necessary I may have had to use violence in the past, to ensure that I was safe. Not to be messed with. If not, I know the people working here, and attending this hell hole, will only attempt to befriend me due to their own benefit.' Loneliness Sadness because no one has friends or company. Loneliness. Something that I've felt all of my life. Well, that and anger. Anger A strong feeling of annoyance, displeasure, or hostility. Anger. This and-as I said before- I will be forever haunted by.. The ghost. The Monster, that of my past
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Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

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