(Part 2 of the Troubled Love series) An explosion tears two engaged lovers apart... One is presumed dead, the other left to cope with the loss of his fiancé... But the truth is, Spencer Reid really can't cope at all... Losing Derek Morgan was too much... No matter how much he tried to move on, it never worked... So what if the eccentric genius took out his pain and sorrow in another, unhealthy way? What if the man he lost really isn't dead? Could Derek really have died...? (Sequel to "Me or Him?") --------------------------------‐ Awards Received: #1 in jenniferjareau #6 in moreid #19 in moreid