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Running From Reality

JessiesWritings

MGA BUMASA 2,139
Mga Boto 27
Mga Parte 7
Oras 46m

MGA BUMASA 2,139
Mga Boto 27
Mga Parte 7
Oras 46m

JessiesWritings

Mature

abuse affairs broken caring domesticviolence emotional help love pain passion suffering threats violence

*BOOK CURRENTLY UNDERGOING MAJOR REWORKING*

~~ His thumb caressed the side of my face. "I have fallen in love with you," 

I looked up and met his deep hazel eyes. "I think I have fallen for you too." I stood on my tiptoes and let my lips meet his, his hand caressed my face and his other hand rest gently on my back. 

I broke away and looked down, unable to meet his eyes. I let my arm slide down his. "But what this is, it's wrong." I took one last glance at his eyes. "And we can't be together." I let his arm go and walked away silently.

I walked away because I didn't want him to see the tears that were falling from my eyes. I wanted to be strong. But I couldn't be strong, because I had come to realise that I had just turned my back on the one person who truly loved me. ~~

affair
əˈfɛː/
noun

An affair is a sexual relationship, romantic friendship, or passionate attachment between two people without the attached person's significant other knowing. 

What if the significant other is the father to your children?
What if he abuses you? 
What would you do after 6 years in those shoes...?


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CAGED UP LOVE! ni MsVales

Who can hurt me? I asked myself. who can broke me further? Who can ruin me more than this. Who can? Six whole years of hell. i should do it. Leave the most powerful man. The same man who can turn the world around if he want to. The same man who broke me. The same man ruined me. The same man that i give myself to. The same man that I have married. The same man that is my child's father. The same man i love, once i loved. *** A man who left to rule half of the world. The man who is feared by the underground. A man who said to be ruthless. A man who lost everything. A man grown to rule the dirtiest businesses. A man who is questioned for his known and unknown doings. A man that everyone feared and blamed. A man who idiotically fall in love with a woman. A man who deserved to be loved, punished and to be dead. SAMUEL JAMES CARTER. Carter's were the bravest and feared mafia family in Italy. Drugs, Women trafficking, Assassins, all the dirty business you want your children never to be a part of. The King. The one who rules. That what he is. Cruel, rude, and sinner. That he hate his own mother for giving birth to him. He fall in love. Impossible. * She isn't pure but she isn't sinner. A sunshine, a beauty who lives in her own skin. Loved by her family and respected by everyone. She didn't question when her family was in danger. When group men barged into her house, captivating her family. Holding them as hostages, for two whole week. For giving them the roof the leader of the gang offered to marry her. Insulted, afraid, and broken she rejected him. He never used to listen to NOs then she did, later offered if he knelt Infront of her, she will be his wife, for the rest of her life. He did. He did in victory. Then promise, she broke it twice. TAYLOR AMELIA FOX, the bravest, the sweetest, the kind soul had trapped in a man's life. Too afraid to fly, too in love to decide. Will she ever get what she wants? ^^ Thank you for all the support for this story.

Drunk In Love (Crushing Hard Series Book 3) ni nokxygirl

Dear Diary: 14/01/2019 Monday I can't believe my luck. After 6 long years of silence, after so much heartache and healing, I saw him today. The one who took my heart, the one I trusted to keep it safe, only for him to crush it beneath his spiked boots. Not literally-he never wore spiked boots-but the pain he caused me back then? It felt like he might as well have. I tried so hard to keep my expression neutral when I saw him, but I could feel it slipping. The surprise, the confusion, the sting of old wounds, all right there on my face. I wonder if my boss noticed. I wonder if he noticed. He looked different, of course. It's been six years, after all, but he seemed so calm, so composed... and I can't deny it-he looked good. Too good. It caught me off guard how attractive he still is, maybe even more so now. That sense of ease he carries... it's the kind of cool confidence that feels magnetic. Damn it, I hope I looked different to him, too. Better, stronger-like a woman who has come into her own. I hope he saw that and thought, "I lost something special." I'm trying to tell myself it doesn't matter, that this chance meeting was just that: chance. But there's this voice inside me, a quiet one at first, now growing louder, whispering, "What are the odds?" What are the chances that, after all these years, after all that we've both been through, we would cross paths again like this? It doesn't mean anything. It can't mean anything. I'm practically married and my fiance is the one I've built a future with. But I won't lie-the thought of him, of what could've been, still echoes in my mind, and it's unsettling how easy those old feelings are to stir.

~Trust Me ~ ni insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

Soul Mates ni KahnaKahn

Watching Anna, she was actually down stairs sipping water quietly. I couldn't help but stare at her. Her usually midnight drink. "Thirsty." "Oh, uncle you startled me." She had backed away from me as I tried to touch her. I had been needing her touch more and more. "Why are you so afraid of me?" "What are you talking about?" She nervously giggled as she crept backwards. "I have notice a few things and well you cower at my touch. Tell me Anna, do I frightened you?" Have I in someway? I wondered. "No, uncle," she stepped closer to me pressing her palm on my chest proving that she is not the least bit frightened. "You don't scare me one bit." Her lips were smiling but her eyes had told me a different story. "The prove it." I was now leaning as she had licked her own lips. Fuck I want to taste those lips. "How." Her breath sent me shivers down my core. Further leaning in, I pulled her closer, my hand now firmly on her back as my lips made contact with hers. She hesitated at first, I could feel she was withdrawn but that didn't stop me from taking what I wanted. Kissing her made me forget. I know I shouldn't but I wanted to forget what I had lost. Is it wrong of me to think like that? But this kiss felt so right. Why? She felt perfect beneath me. At that moment I wanted more, I wanted everything she would give me. I wanted her. "What the fuck is going on here." The lights instantly turned on revealing a very pissed of Megan. "Megan I can explain." "How, when I just witness you kissing the one who had killed our child." ***** Do you believe in soul mate because we are destined to be with that one person that makes us whole....

Fallen ni Amaxxx101

~Completed~ 'I'm bold.' 'I'm ever confident.' 'I don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks and have to say about me.' 'I'm who I am.' 'I'm Stella Downer.' That's how it has always been, but what happens when things don't go exactly the way she planned... ~~~ He said nothing more, he had a sly smile on his face as he ran his hands through his hair. No doubt he was gorgeous. No doubt he's got good lips. No doubt he got any girl he wanted. No doubt I'm having crazy thoughts right now. "You're my boyfriend's bestfriend" I blurted. "It doesn't matter, I respect that but he's the only thing standing between 'us'" he replied, his voice still as calm as ever like nothing was weird... Like 'THIS' was normal. "'We' are not possible" I said mustering all the courage I could, trying not to melt under his gaze. "Does it mean you're considering it?" He asked. I wanted to reply but I couldn't, I couldn't just make out words right now. Was I perhaps considering it? What is wrong with me?! I just stood there, staring at him, his eyes piercing into mine like he was trying to read me. There was something about those dark eyes I couldn't quite comprehend. His presence was doing something to me! Everywhere was suddenly so quiet. Where is everyone?! Few seconds later, his face was inches away from mine, I just hope it wasn't what I was thinking. Every foward motion he took, I equally took a step backwards till I felt my back hit against one of the lockers. I could have pulled out. I could have pushed him away. I could have walked away. I could have hit him or slapped him away from me. But I did nothing... My body felt numb. The only thing I could feel were the weird sensation inside me. We were a breathe apart. I could already feel his body heat... •••••• Book #1 of the Downer Sisters Series. CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE BOOK!

BROKEN VOW ni MostWorth

I stop at the last room, stare at the number on the door and crosscheck it with the one with me. I stuffed the paper away and ready myself for what lies behind the closed door. I lean on the door for a while and could hear voices but were incoherent. I tap twice on the door and the voices stopped. I repeated the process and received a response that sounded more like Hillary's voice. "Who is it?" He asked from behind the door. I knocked back instead, I didn't trust myself to sound differently. The door flew open in a second and I quickly wedge the door with my leg to prevent him from shutting it on my face. His face went pale on seeing me. I scanned him from head to toe. He was only in his brief. He tried blocking my view with his body but I push him aside forcefully. "Who is at the door, love?" Love? What a joke! Both our eyes snapped in the direction of the voice. I thought I heard my heart leap but not for joy, in pains. It was as though a knife was scrolled into my chest. "This is your Ghana?" I scoffed and walked past him in the direction of the voice, "I was at the door" I said catching her attention... • • • • • A charming couple (Nick and Lauren ) had to navigate their way out of a storming marriage that was once cemented by love. A single mistake is about to pull the string of their marriage apart. °°°°

Fate ni DiamondKulture

She broke his heart. She left him when he needed her the most. She was the most precious thing he'd ever had but to her he was just someone she passed time with. He swore off love and waited until the day she'd be at his mercy, then he'd make her pay for leaving him. She didn't want to leave him but she had no choice. He was her life Without him, she saw no happy ending. She made a choice that will forever haunt her but it was to save him. She prayed they never cross paths again, but fate will have it differently. Four years later and she has to answer to him as her boss. Four years later he meets the woman who mercilessly broke his heart. She's no longer the bubbly young girl he once knew. And he's no longer the sweet Angel she once loved. She was broken and He was a monster.

When our eyes met ni Cicely27306

"As I looked up, my eyes met someone else's. He had curly copper brown hair that fell on his forehead and a chiseled jaw but I wasn't too concerned about his physical attributes. What really stuck out to me was his hazel eyes. I felt my pupils dilate as I slowly melted in his eyes. I felt safe in the comfort of his gaze. Why do I feel safe? The room faded away. It was just the two of us. Why does he have this effect on me? His eyes looked sympathetic. Why is he sympathetic? What are my eyes telling him? I felt a warm sensation flow through my body as my breaths became deeper. I didn't care about any of what happened before and I didn't care about anyone else. I just wanted to stay in this moment, with him, forever."

The Girl You Left Behind: Regretful Best Friend ni MovingOn458

-Completed- "Luciana, darling, he said with a sweet voice, I am going to break this door down. Would you get away from the door for me, please?" She waited for so long to see him again, her childhood friend. After years of talking to him just through letters and on rare occasions, through the telephone, she finally decided to take a serious step to travel and to surprise her beloved best friend with a visit, more like a visit to stay. They have exchanged so many beautiful words for so many years and, even with the recent loss of her mother, she is so sure that everything will be fine and that she finally will be together with this man who meant the whole world to her. But in the most heartbreaking way, she was about to discover that her friend did not think of her the same way she did think of him. Main couple: Gabriel and Luciana Tags: douchebag, jerk, regret, forgiveness second chance, love, letters. With OW while sending letters for heroine (off-page). Celibate for some years. Besotted hero. Besotted childhood friend. Grovel. Happy ending for the main couple. Second chance. Boyfriend. Separation for weeks/months. Possessive. Mine. Strong language. Sex scenes. No sex or dating OW, OM. - Please note they will have a HEA, so the heroine needs to forgive him at some point. Under editing Chapters: 20-25 chapters with epilogues Just read if you like HEA and forgiveness.

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CAGED UP LOVE!

Who can hurt me? I asked myself. who can broke me further? Who can ruin me more than this. Who can? Six whole years of hell. i should do it. Leave the most powerful man. The same man who can turn the world around if he want to. The same man who broke me. The same man ruined me. The same man that i give myself to. The same man that I have married. The same man that is my child's father. The same man i love, once i loved. *** A man who left to rule half of the world. The man who is feared by the underground. A man who said to be ruthless. A man who lost everything. A man grown to rule the dirtiest businesses. A man who is questioned for his known and unknown doings. A man that everyone feared and blamed. A man who idiotically fall in love with a woman. A man who deserved to be loved, punished and to be dead. SAMUEL JAMES CARTER. Carter's were the bravest and feared mafia family in Italy. Drugs, Women trafficking, Assassins, all the dirty business you want your children never to be a part of. The King. The one who rules. That what he is. Cruel, rude, and sinner. That he hate his own mother for giving birth to him. He fall in love. Impossible. * She isn't pure but she isn't sinner. A sunshine, a beauty who lives in her own skin. Loved by her family and respected by everyone. She didn't question when her family was in danger. When group men barged into her house, captivating her family. Holding them as hostages, for two whole week. For giving them the roof the leader of the gang offered to marry her. Insulted, afraid, and broken she rejected him. He never used to listen to NOs then she did, later offered if he knelt Infront of her, she will be his wife, for the rest of her life. He did. He did in victory. Then promise, she broke it twice. TAYLOR AMELIA FOX, the bravest, the sweetest, the kind soul had trapped in a man's life. Too afraid to fly, too in love to decide. Will she ever get what she wants? ^^ Thank you for all the support for this story.

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