Life of every CA student

How would it feel when we got what we wanted for the rest of our lives?
My answer would be I don't know.

I spends the whole day with books, Then start the day again in the morning with the same books. Getting failure even after so much hard work, After that to protect myself from the public eye.

Kids my age have started doing some work, I am still searching for my destination in those books.
I forgot to have confidence and love myself.

Maybe! That's what I'm looking for from someone else.Don't know when the destination will be found.
But always falling, getting up, holding one's hand, walking.

With each passing day,
I try to understand myself

Am I really nothing?

No. It's not like that,

I had many dreams,
Just forgot them in the path of the destination.
I want to get all that,
And tell myself this every time,
Let's start☺