Happiness

Today in school all I was able to write was the first poem so... enjoy? It's mostly super sad. I continue to add poems in this because sadness comes and things happen. (Also I get bored). I have looked up on the interwebs and apparently I have something called depersonalisation disorder. (No I didn't spell it wrong this is what it said). I have a part of it that makes me unable to feel love. Nothing I have ever tryed worked so when I write lovey scenes in books they are from my friends stuff they tell me. I am asexual and aromantic which makes sense but anyways, me and my in able to love ass have a story.