Sins Of The Past
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Ongoing, First published Feb 02, 2022
Mature
"Some say that life is an amazing experience, that you should live it to your fullest; make a mistake? - learn from it, fall in love? - have a family, have children? - love them wholeheartedly. You know what is say to that? IT'S ALL BULLSHIT! You know what life fucking gave me? A whole load of nothing, except a sky high pile of motherfucking issues that some people might go insane from. At this point I don't even know the fucking difference between this shithole of a reality and the constant blips of fucking fiction anymore. 

Every night I lie in my bed have nightmares of when MY WIFE WAS SHOT IN FRONT OF ME IN FUCKING CHILD BIRTH WITH HER BRAINS BLOWN OUT ON THE FLOOR OR ME HALLUCINATING HER AND FUCKING ANY BITCH WHO HAS HER FUCKING FACE! And that's not even the FUCKING HALF OF IT! So you FUCKING tell me if this was what I'm supposed to be FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT!

My whole life has been one motherfucking series of recurring shit shows, one fucking minute after another. Like a FUCKING GAME OF RUSSIAN ROULETTE!

The only way for me to even fucking cope is by the amount of drugs and alcohol I take every day to feel as though I can gain a sliver of fucking sanity. Constantly having battles within myself to be in control and not fucking kill any one every second of every minute. And it's funny because it's like I'm relapsing every fucking day, as a result of the fucking line of work I'm in.

So I don't how me talking to you is going to FUCKING make me 'recover and reform' as you like to spout shit about. Cuz by the end of me telling you all of the shit that's happened in my life it's gonna end in one of two ways:

1) This shit doesn't work and you get a bullet in your fucking brain and left without a head.
OR
2) By some fucking miracle it does and their might be a chance you live through the next 72 hours.

For your sake let's hope for number 2, Bella"

- Luciano.A

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This is an original idea that me and a few friends planned out, don't copy!!

@OceansBlessing
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