That time I got reincarnated as a Hisuian Zorua

Hate...It drives people to do things they should never do. As for me it was all I knew being abused, neglected, and alone. I never hated anyone for anything just mad or disappointed. One day walking on a nearly never used road that's when I met my end. Now I'm a Pokémon hell bent on malice towards people, but I can't hate. What is malice going to do for me, make me evolve?