A Nobody's Diary
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Last published Sat, Apr 18, 2015
"I wonder why they call it rock bottom. Maybe it's because you feel like a rock at the bottom of the ocean. At least that's how I feel. Sunlight and moonlight, days of the week, all human constructs become meaningless and cease to exist in my mind. A mind much like a rock's. Inexistant. A stiff body that budges only when pushed consistently by the current. I've hit it, but I never felt the impact. Only the side-effects, the collateral damage. They say matter and energy can not be destroyed nor created, only transformed. I wonder how long it takes a rock to transform. I don't want to wait much longer. I don't think I can."
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