This started as a note in my phone but I wanted to share it for others to read as well. These are the thoughts that I have gone through after getting out of an unhealthy relationship, rejoining the dating scene, and rediscovering myself. It's so clear in the way I write when there's good and bad days. I just hope this shines light for people who have gone through something similar. Falling back is okay, this is a reminder. I talk about the first boy that i allowed myself to be vulnerable with after the breakup. I talk about how i had to unlearn the ways of what I thought were love that I had forced myself to learn. I talk about many boys after him and i talk about the ups and downs that I felt through it all. These are my thoughts, and I'm happy to share them with you. (Starting date: 9/20/21)