But I Still Want You - taekook

Ever since the time he first lay eyes on him, Jungkook had fallen in love. But, over a decade later, a member of the biggest band in the world, millions of fans, and a life one could only ever dream of, he still hasn't confessed. Because how could he? They were boys. It was Korea. They were /bandmates/. and most importantly, how could Taehyung ever love him back?

For years he kept this secret, praying to god his best friend would never find out. But it takes a toll. On the outside he's the Golden Maknae, perfect in every way. But on the inside, he's broken. Far more than anyone knows. His hyungs know of his pain, but they don't know just how many packs of cigarettes he goes through in a night before he comes home and pretends to have been sleeping, or how many tears he sheds when he's alone.

But when one is so deeply fallen as Jeon Jungkook is for his best friend, the secret won't stay hidden forever.