The Letters I Write to God
insomniac2017
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insomniac2017
Ongoing, First published Feb 04, 2022
Mature
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"To be borderline means to lack grounding emotionally and to exist from moment to moment without any sense of continuity, predictability, or meaning. Life is experienced in fragments, more like a series of snapshots than a moving picture. It is a series of discrete points of experience that fail to flow together smoothly or to create an integrated whole." (Moskoviz, 1996)

My journey through my 4 month stay at a psychiatric hospital. The highs, the lows, the happiness, the heartbreak- it's all here.
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Until the end of the line

48 parts Complete Mature

Jona has had a not great upcoming and life. Family issues. Trauma. Toxic friends. Drama. Fake friends. Childhood trauma. So it caused insecurities, low self esteem, trust issues, fears/worries/doubts. She lived life viewing through a tinted lens. She meets this older man who showed her what it's like to love and be loved. He taught her so much. He brought color to her life. She was finally happy. Life began to look up. Giving her so much. This is a story about Jona who loves Tristin with her soul. She'll love and be with him until the end of the line. Because a line extends in both directions with no end. A way to say she'll always love him and that she's with him forever because a line doesn't end. So her love will never end.

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