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wish I didn't doubt it

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Reads 21
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time 13m

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Lilith Noviekoff lived a decent life. She worked weekdays, was off weekends, got decent pay. She had an apartment all to herself, and some of the greatest friends in the world. 

But it felt.. empty. Like there was a missing piece, something that was supposed to be there that wasn't. 

Read Lilith slowly learning what that missing piece is, and her trying to deny it.All Rights Reserved

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