SAND OF MEMORIES

What happened to the man i used to loved? The man who is gentle, sweet, caring, loving.

Why does my man become a monster? Why did he change? Did he still love me? Did he has fallen out of love?

I did everything so that he can love me back, again. The love that we used to share will be back again. But why does i recieve such physically and emotionally pain?

I don't want to get tired, because i know someday, he will change. He will be the man that i loved before. I am not waiting for myself to get tired, because i'm scared. One day, if i got tired. I will just leave him and don't care about him anymore. And that is the last thing i want to happened.