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The secret

Ashtondrummer122

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Reads 1,702
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Parts 13
Time 45m

Ashtondrummer122

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Luke Hemmings is a rich funny and very happy boy everyone loves him he popular he has to amazing best friends named Calum and Michael. They also have a band on youtube called 5 seconds of summer. He's a typical high school jock. 
Ashton Irwin is a super poor boy is gay and is bullied everyday everyone hates him at school. He has to work 3 jobs to help out with his family because his dad left him. He is bullied and because of that he has depression and he selfs harms and he has a eating disorder no one knows. He is also the smartest in his class at school he is mute and tries not to be noticed by anyone but that will quickly change when the 5sos band will need a drummer. Will they find out about Ashton's secret life and will something amazing happen before something worse happens?All Rights Reserved

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Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept[Lashton] by -ashton-irwin-

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

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"i fucking hate you, irwin" "sorry, hemmings? i couldn't hear you there, my dick was in your mouth" in which luke and ashton hates each other with a passion and are forced to be roommates through a whole summer filled with hate that somehow takes a sexual turn (for a better introduction i advise you to read the prologue lol)

Outside the Lines (lashton) by acousticinternet

5 Seconds of Summer are a few shows away from the end of the Where We Are tour back in 2014. Next, they're going to be selling out concerts, playing in stadiums, and living their dreams even more than they are currently. But just because things are wonderful on the outside, doesn't mean things are scratch-free under the surface. Luke is battling a war against himself, though he would never admit to it. He thinks he's completely fine; he's not doing anything out of the ordinary. He's just improving himself. Cutting out junk food and adding in some exercise isn't harmful. But obsessing over weight, restricting food intake, being afraid to eat? That's a different story... But Luke is handling it. Luke is in control. At least, that what he thinks. Ashton sees Luke's behavior otherwise. or the one where Luke is struggling with an eating disorder, but doesn't believe he has a problem. Lashton // Luke centric

Attention || Lashton by EmmaGordonClifford

Luke Hemmings is on the football team and is very popular among his fellow students. He is smart, but he has his flaws. He doesn't associate often with people who he finds to be 'lower' than him; this being based on social status. Ashton Irwin loves attention. He likes to start drama, and this makes him less liked and at the bottom of the high school food chain. Soon enough, when senior years starts and people start drifting from him he begins to self-harm to pull them back in. He would show them his cuts, but people weren't having it. They knew his game. But Luke didn't. One day Luke would see these cuts on Ashton's wrist and Luke becomes determined to help the boy who doesn't really need it. **Short Story**

New Girl by 5secondsofsami

You're an American teenager who just moved to Sydney, Australia. As you go throughout your days at your new school, you meet 4 wonderful band boys, Calum, Ashton, Luke and Michael, known as 5 Seconds of Summer. These 4 boys are devastated when they find out that going on tour would mean having to leave their favorite sophomore for a really long time. However, just your (and their) luck, you get permission to go on the tour of a lifetime with the band, which is the highlight of your life. But every rose has it's thorn, and the boys begin to grow feelings for you, but they know you have to choose one. Could this put a damper on the boys' friendship?

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The 5sos sister by CourtneyDavies5

5 seconds of Summer fanfiction!! The 5sos sister. Violet is the sister of Ashton Irwin, one of the 5sos boys. She had been gone for years since she moved in with her dad. She was supposed to come back home 2 years ago, but that's when Ashton's band became big and they went on tour. She is finally back and is happy to see her brother and meet the 5sos boys Ashton keeps talking about. One of the boys called Luke Hemmings catches her eye and she is interested In this guy. Obviously she is interested in his looks, but there is also something different about him. And let's just say, she wants to find out! Luke hemmings 5sos fanfiction

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