20/20

hindsight
/ (ˈhaɪndˌsaɪt) /
noun
the ability to understand, after something has happened, what should have been done or what caused the event

With 20/20 hindsight, we now see where our strategy went wrong.

The only issue is.... Out of every single choice that I've made, and thinking it through again, and again and again.... My hindsight is NOT 20/20. Its just the opposite actually.

I can't pin my finger on which poorly thought out option landed me so uncertain of the last four years of my life. Confused, doubting, hopeless. And with each day, my future feels as though it is becoming more and more certain.