𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬 {𝐉.𝐉𝐊 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑}

«𝑯𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒏
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒏.
𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔?»

To them, you are a perfectionist, paying for your own expenses, working part time and oh- the phenomenal grades and demeanor.

It is all too well
To be true.

Something they don't know is- deep down you etch your face upon your wicked flesh. You are your own devastating god. You want to live not just exist. It all seems so prejudiced, even after working so hard, when you thought you had conquered all your demons, you are homesick for a place you are not sure even exists.
𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅
𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒅
𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
You long for someone who will hold your hand as you fix yourself.

But you had no idea it would be 𝒉𝒊𝒎.
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➼This story is going to contain mature themes, please refrain from reading if
you're uncomfortable with it.
➼None of the pictures, art or gifs used in the story belong to me, unless I
mention so. Any similarities to other ffs will be purely coincidental, as I tend to
read a lot. The writing part of the story is mine. Do not copy.

started- 08/02/'22