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Just Leave Me Be (On hiatus)

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As the wind gently caressed her golden locks, the comfort and peace she has been denying was starting to sink fully in to her turmoil conquered mind. For a moment she felt nice and so she breathes in. 

'How long has it been since I've possessed this body?' a sudden thought popped into her mind. 

It was not a nice memory in fact, rather it was a thought that had brought out again the pain she had unknowingly buried deeply in the bottom of her heart. The subliminal scent of sadness lingers in the area that surrounds her.

She stared blankly in the open space as she reminisce her tragic hope for love and belonging.

Ridding herself from the painful memories, she shook her head as she turned the page of the book she was reading.


She was given another chance to live life to the fullest, and this time around she won't be living it agonizing over the lack of love showered in her direction. She doesn't want attention, sympathy, nor faked sincerity... no, rather than disliking it was more like utter repugnance, she despises any form of love other than self love.

And yes at first, she had thought of giving up her life but it will not be the case this time around, because she will only revolve around her life like the planets in the solar system to their sun. Call it selfish nor self-centered, but she will only treasure herself, her life more than anything else. She won't be greedy, even if it's love... because love will only bring despair.

That's what she thought. 

So, why is it? 

Why is it that... 

"Argh, I only want to live. 

Just leave me be!!!"All Rights Reserved

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HIS BETROTHED

"I don't have a heart . " he said leaning away from her touch . her light was too overwhelming for the darkness inside his very soul . he was the true meaning of evil . he murdered his own brothers , slaughtered his very father and killed his mother what other evil could exist other than him ? yet his broken and battered soul needed some one to tell him he wasn't as evil as people thought he was . he needed to a light for his dark sinful soul. she stared at him . she knew he doesn't have a heart .she knew of his atrocities , she knew of his darkness , yet her soul wasn't as clean either . wherever she went she knew that path would always lead back to him . for some reason the darkness in his soul comforted her ." neither do I " "what are you doing" he looked up at her eyes and smiled "what do you think " his kiss landed again on her neck and she shuddered as a wave of pleasure hit her " get away from me " she said sounding unsure of her self gods she sounded pathetic . he chuckled and continued kissing her body , adoring it with his unholy touches , she struggled to keep her mind where it should be but her attempt was failing his touch gods his touch was sedative and she needed it . she sucked in air when his mouth landed on her nipples "vermol" she moaned . he continued sucking , touching and she kept moaning then he said"tell me to stop Regina if you don't I won't be able to" she knew she should the words were on her lips but the question was did she want him to stop?. dear readers this story is rated mature . it is my second story after a long time pls if you notice any mistakes pls correct me . just have fun and be sure to comment. oh and one more thing take care of your heart cos u may fall in love