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Just Leave Me Be (On hiatus)

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Parts 25
Time 1h 30m

As the wind gently caressed her golden locks, the comfort and peace she has been denying was starting to sink fully in to her turmoil conquered mind. For a moment she felt nice and so she breathes in. 

'How long has it been since I've possessed this body?' a sudden thought popped into her mind. 

It was not a nice memory in fact, rather it was a thought that had brought out again the pain she had unknowingly buried deeply in the bottom of her heart. The subliminal scent of sadness lingers in the area that surrounds her.

She stared blankly in the open space as she reminisce her tragic hope for love and belonging.

Ridding herself from the painful memories, she shook her head as she turned the page of the book she was reading.


She was given another chance to live life to the fullest, and this time around she won't be living it agonizing over the lack of love showered in her direction. She doesn't want attention, sympathy, nor faked sincerity... no, rather than disliking it was more like utter repugnance, she despises any form of love other than self love.

And yes at first, she had thought of giving up her life but it will not be the case this time around, because she will only revolve around her life like the planets in the solar system to their sun. Call it selfish nor self-centered, but she will only treasure herself, her life more than anything else. She won't be greedy, even if it's love... because love will only bring despair.

That's what she thought. 

So, why is it? 

Why is it that... 

"Argh, I only want to live. 

Just leave me be!!!"All Rights Reserved

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