This piece is a deeply personal diary of my life, capturing the essence of friendship and the relationships that shape us, often only to fade away. Within these pages, I share my experiences-both joyful and sorrowful-reflecting on the moments that have left me feeling vulnerable and alone. I explore the lessons I've learned and how they've contributed to my growth, as well as the mistakes I've made that have helped define who I am today. Everything in this book is rooted in my life experiences, so I ask that readers approach it with compassion and understanding, embracing the stories without judgment. I'm writing from my perspective, hoping to offer a glimpse into my world and perhaps even entertain you along the way. For privacy reasons, all names and places have been fictionalized. I am not a professional writer; I simply treat this as a diary of sorts, so please be kind. Enjoy the journey...