The messed up love

"I love you I admit, I'm in love with you and there is nothing you can do about it! I still regret what I did to you when we first met ..... I'm not gonna lie Ariana I screwed up. I didn't think I would have that big affect of you because I have never had a big affect on anyone because I'm just a waste of space that screws things up. I hate my self so fucking much of what I did to you I'm so sorry!" I looked into those chocolate brown eyes of his and I could tell he felt bad he was on the verge of crying, but he hurt me.
"Bryan, I know your sorry but so am I for actually thinking that you liked me I was just fooling my self. I have been thinking about you none stop and I hate it because you probably don't think of me at all. I will admit something to you and that is I fell in love with you even with what you did I still fucking love you don't you realize that!" I now had tear come down one after another. Bryan walked up to me and wiped my tears and gave me a hug. "I love you so much"