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Never in a Million Years |N.R|

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Reads 141,501
Votes 3,952
Parts 56
Time 29h 24m

At twenty one years old, Y/n Orlova's living memory only spanned the last seven years. All of them having been lived in the suffocating grips of one especially dark organisation; HYDRA. She'd become a slave to their hardening routines, truly believing that the rest of her life would mirror that of what she had lived so far. Never ending darkness.

But things changed with the colour red. When an Avenger is captured and Y/n is ordered to watch over them, all she can focus on is the red of her hair. It captivates her, warms her, and before she knows it a small light begins to shine where no light had shone before.

And so begins the tumultuous journey of such an unlikely pair.

Could this woman be the key to Y/n's future outside the grips of HYDRA? Or will she simply bring false hope and nothing more, surely drowning out whatever light Y/n had left?

Love is in the air. Let's hope Y/n doesn't forget how to breathe.


- Y/n Orlova x Natasha Romanoff (FxF)
- Winter soldier onwards
- Natasha is younger (Born 1987) in order to better suit storylineAll Rights Reserved

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