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A Borderline's Awakening

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There isnt a right or wrong way to describe the horrors and the pleasures that ive been through accurately but Im thinking if no one reads this that It would still be useful in the future or maybe if I become the 10% of the borderline population that go through with their end people would have an idea what my head looks like inside and some of the events that lead up to my demise. So if youre depressed and shit, I am too. If youve been emotionally neglected as a child then great same. Also fair warning I talk about Sexual, Physical and Emotional ABUSE too so trigger warning is in order. Yeah thats all I got as far a discriptions go.All Rights Reserved

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