Forbidden life

Victoria lives a life it's wonderful. But she's not the only one that's fake. The truth didn't take well on people, she lost them. Her brother,Thomas, left before, the one she felt connected to. she lost many relatives within a week.
And her whole life changed.and she can't go back.
she's an alcoholic and a drugie but gets caught by the cops for drinking once. she sticks up for her friends who are also alcoholics. Her real friends and Victoria says they did nothing. Her and her friends are all connected by one thing. when it becomes new years people both Victoria's and her brothers friends are invited over. when Victoria begins falling for her brothers best friend, Hunter Bradford, out of place. will it end there when the guy she's been waiting for shows up? but they can't read to find what happens........ (it's alot more interesting than it sounds i am bad at writing summary especially before it happens. )