The Pain of Being Left | pjm
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Ongoing, First published Feb 11, 2022
"What's worst than being left by the person you love most? Nothing at all in my opinion. I tried to forget you, but it wasn't as easy as I thought, because each time I looked up to the sky on a full moon night, you just happened to retrieve your way in my mind, all because of that stupid promise we made."

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From her youngest age, Y/N had been left alone with her sister, their parents having abandoned them supposedly for their safety. As that had already brought much pain to Y/N, her best friend had left her too, leaving her in an even worse state of mind, as he was everything to her.
For many years, she had tried to hide the pain that remained, leaving any thought of him simply out of her mind. And it had worked in the beginning, until the cursed hour she had stepped in her new work place. 
A new adventure was beginning for her starting from her very first day of work, but nothing had gone the way she had expected things to go, they had took a different turn...

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Word count: 1500-2700

Started : 02/2022
Finished : ~

Highest ranks : 
#1 pjmfanfic (13/03/22)
#1 secretariat (13/03/22)
#1 jiminffs (02/04/22)

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