love pain ləv/ pān/ noun noun 1. 1. an intense feeling physical suffering or discomfort caused by of deep affection. illness or injury. "As the demonical voices scream out my name, they take me away and plunge me into eternal darkness. I cannot come back; I will never come back." Some people say suicide is selfish and cowardly. Well, that's stupid. It's more selfish to expect someone to go through life feeling like they don't matter, just so you can keep them from leaving you alone in this world. And you think you're the one with the worst problems in the world? Put yourself in someone elses shoes for once, and open your damn eyes, because reality hits hard when you wake up to the real and undeniably cowardly savaged world. Welcome to Hell. Briella (Ella) Ricarda is a senior in high school with depression that has been eating her alive since she could remember. Nobody can save her when she is floating in her enduring state of suicidal thoughts. When the new boy at school has his eyes on Briella, she tries with all her heart to push him away. He is known as the one and only, Cameron Dallas. Can he save Briella from her demons, or will she forever be dejected, dragging Cameron down with her unexpectedly?