INFP life and worth

I've been questioning what my place was in the world. If I'm going to be scrutinized and looked down upon. Should I try to have these feelings and care? Or is this a burden? Some say that I don't care or give a F**** at all. That's how I am already perceived. And taking into consideration the feelings of others isn't my natural mode of thinking except for some obvious manners and etiquette that you should utilize. Is it not about type? About preferences? My preferences are the things that cause problems. I can only see the negative when it's perceived in that light. Likes it's the devil or satan in its morals. It's hard to see your impact on things in the world on a large scale.