Picking Daisies
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Ongoing10m
Last published Thu, Mar 3, 2022
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
Self harm, simulation references, depression references, extreme gore and so forth
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After a year, i'm working on this again! Updates soon!!
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Ellie Kirsten, a boy suffering with his own self-destructive nature, faces the discovery of who he is and what his life means in the context of reality and dreamhood.
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This is going to get-very symbolic-basically every story is symbolism to something of a greater picture-of a lesson.
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