between two hearts | l.h fanfiction

They are sitting on the coast. Ashley stares out to sea. It feels as if it is endless and stretches all the way to the horizon. Just like her feelings. Negative.

- Have you ever wondered how nostalgia is not what it used to be?

- What do you mean?

- Longing. Is my psyche so weak and that's why I experience it all badly? Could all of this be true or just a temporary state of mind? Why does suffering hurt so much? Why my life is an uphill battle? Tell me why!

Luke takes her delicate hands and put them in his to keep them warm.

- Honey, the past is always beautiful, the future is also beautiful, only the present causes such terrible pain, which accompanies us through the sad events from before and wants to appear to us when we want to make a new life for ourselves.

- And you want to be with me? After all, I am a wreck of a person. Every day I cry with tears of despair, I lost everything that I cared about. How is it possible that you are still here?

- As François Mauriac said: "To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others." For others, you can be a phycho who should be put in a mental asylum. For me, you are a special person, the only one. The fact that you are going through difficult times and you are trying to fight it is a confirmation for me that you are worth it. At the end I will add a quote from "The Master and Margarita": "'But what can be done, the one who loves must share the fate of the one he loves." I promise you, it will be okay.