Touch (Troyler AU)
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Last published Wed, May 6, 2015
I watched as he looked at me with hope in his eyes. "Tyler are you going to answer the question? Are you gay like this faggot" Caspar asked pointing to troye. I seen tears build up in his eyes "no" I said looking away.
I saw him walk away as everyone laughed. I wanted to go after him but I couldn't. He would leave just like my dad. That why I couldn't get close to him.
Yet my heart shattered as he started to cry. With him officially out of my life it felt like something is missing.
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