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I am trying to find a way to deal with my gender dysphoria and other things in my life. I created this late at night. 1:11 AM actually because part of what was keeping me awake was the increased feeling of... not belonging and other hard to explain emotions. I tend to find my dysphoria becomes worse at night and I looked it up finding it was quite common. I felt relieved about it but I still needed something to help me sort through this and such because I'm afraid. Thus... this was born. -16 year old me

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