Dear, Ana
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A skinny girl, 23 she was yet to be until a lil gossip got to thee she spent her nights crying herself to sleep until she had remembered all her memories she was to "fat" or "ugly" she met a guy named ANDY beirsack.. She felt she wasn't pretty... She needed to work until she was perfect for him. "She was never good enough" little did she know she was already perfect to him. "food was the enemy" "maybe making me bleed would be the answer that could wash the stress clean" how far will she go to be "perfect weight"? Just remember 'pretty girls don't eat'.
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