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ILL LOVERS

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Reads 73,499
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Parts 79
Time 12h 27m

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"𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙪𝙨."


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Josiah Mere was mentally ill. He knew and understood that and he wanted to fix it. He wanted to be better and he also wanted a change so that was one of the reasons why he agreed to go on a two week trip from Los Angeles to San Francisco with sixteen other kids he never met, a trip planned by his therapist. 

He just didn't expect to find love in the midst of that.

Elijah Tripley was depressed. It was obvious and apparent but regardless, he didn't want to stay like that so that's why he decided to do something out of his comfort zone and intended to go on a trip filled with people he didn't know and wouldn't necessarily want to know. 

But Josiah came into his life and uprooted that plan instantly, even if they did get on the wrong foot in the beginning. 


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A slow fall by paiigess

It was gradual. Lucas had always been there, but it was always as his brother's friend, not his own. Not really. When they began hanging out more, Caleb began realising there was a lot he never knew about the boy, and he began wanting to learn everything he could about him. With his brother's both having moved away for school, Caleb had the chance to learn more about Lucas than ever before. He didn't stop to think that that goes both ways, but maybe that's just what he needed. Maybe the love he sought was right there in front if him. --- Find out how Caleb slowly falls into to despair and love. Is that not an oxymoron? Which emotion is stronger? Seriously, it's a slow burn. Slow is in the title. *This is a bxb that deals with sensitive themes and mature subjects. Take care.*

NO Love Club (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

𝙎𝙥𝙞𝙣-𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙩𝙤 𝘾𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙗𝙞𝙖 Cole Walker is (almost) like any other teenager trying to make his way to college. He's angry, he's pissed off and he has an agenda: to make all the bullies and homophobes pay for what happened to his brother. There's just one little thing standing in his way. X Bélizaire, despite the first impression Cole has of him, denies to be either a bully or a homophobe. So much so that he's willing to make a bet, to prove how wrong Cole is about him. Except, it isn't just any bet. It's is a bet about NOT falling for each other, not because they're both guys but because Cole wouldn't fall for a homophobic bully and X wouldn't fall for a know-it-all guy like Cole. Whoever falls in love first, loses. 𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗡𝗢 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗖𝗹𝘂𝗯. *** This is a spin-off to Claustrophobia, but you don't have to read it to understand this one. :) *** CW: depression, bullying, swearing, car accident, dissociation

My Boys by angelic_alexx

Joey didn't mean to catch them killing someone. He was just going for a walk in the park. He didn't know he'd get caught. He was just going to turn around and leave. He didn't know they'd heard him until he felt something go into his leg. - Joey Walker is 19, quiet, a little awkward, and seriously afraid of his parents. Every day was the same process of waking up only to be hit and screamed at until he left just to get away. During one of his walks at the park he frequently visited, two men caught his attention and what happened next... Joey couldn't believe it. - ⚠️ Trigger Warning⚠️ This book is 18+ and handles mature themes. I can't tell you not to read it but if you do, that is on you. This story has the following: Abuse Torture Assault Pregnancy from Sexual Assault Sexual Activities Harsh Language If there is anything here that triggers you, please don't read. Anyways, have a fun day and enjoy your reading:) *My Boys is currently going through minor editing so if something seems a little off like headings and stuff, that is why* - #1 in #MentalHealth since April 14, 2023 #1 in #MentalHealth - April 14, 2023 #6 in #Assault - April 21, 2023 #5 in #BxBxB - May 7, 2023 #3 in #bxblove - May 7, 2023 #1 in #MentalHealth - March 28, 2024 #7 in #BxBxB - March 28, 2024 #6 in #Fear - April 6, 2024 #5 in #BxBxB - April 25, 2024 #9 in #Foundfamily - May 8, 2024 #1 in #Money - May 21, 2024 #4 in #Mentalhealthawareness - July 27, 2024

•Obsession Gone Bad• (BxBxB) by Yandere_Nayavu

Ezra loves the little things in life, he grew up learning to appreciate them but that made the big things so much worse, like friends, and family, and traveling. Ezra's mental health started declining when he he learns that soon, there will be extra visitation with his father. Weeks, instead of weekends, things like that. Ezra's mother took notice of his rapidly declining metal health over his 4th year of highschool and decided to enroll him in therapy. when Ezra finds out about therapy, his feelings were...undecided. on one hand, it's nice to talk with someone, on the other hand, he would be talking to a complete stranger. when Ezra meets his therapist he wonders how the man even became a therapist, it's not really a surprise, but still. He's quick witted, charismatic, but just secretive enough to put you on edge. he's also just open enough that you feel as if you know him. As if you're safe. Mikael, the therapist, hides secrets, and dark ones at that. Not only does Ezra have to go hand to hand with his school president, he now has to juggle being able to handle his therapist. Between the two he struggles to coexist with both. Especially after learning that the two, Mikael and the president, know each other much more than Ezra expected.

you in my voice (bxb) by Promise_Me_Hope

Lafayette was the school's only out kid. Then Eden came along. Fay was all confidence, known for his flawless acting and effeminate clothing. He didn't bow down to anyone, and he was incredibly skilled at becoming friends with anyone he wanted to. Eden was all pretend confidence. On the inside, he was a calloused heart decorated by life-threateningly deep scars. But he never says a word. Not until Fay becomes a large part in his life, trying to teach him what it means to heal. •O•O• Trigger Warning: abuse, disordered eating, mental illnesses, rape, and self-harm. Rated mature for the above. Started: 5 . 3 . 20 Finished: 8 . 4 . 20

Noah Mitchell and The Theory of Alternate Universes √ (BoyxBoy) by thegreatergrief

'He wanted me to be a memory, but I want something more.' "Maybe in another universe, we'll stay like this forever." -------------------------------------- Two boys. Noah and Elliot. Meeting because of happenstance. Their time was ephemeral but their memories are forever. //TW There would be mentions of depression, self-harm, and suicide within this story. So please if you get triggered with this stuff please be careful. Read at your own risk.

Cause for Concern ✓ by swallowedhearts

[BXB / unedited ] Saying that Max Oran is a disaster would be an understatement: he got himself kicked out of school, his dad has sent him to live with his emotionally distant mother and his friends don't want anything to do with him. When Max starts at his new school, he meets Cole Benson and his turbulent but loyal friends. As Max develops new bonds and begins to fall for Cole, he realizes that, despite everything, he might have stumbled into something beautiful. Eager to embrace the second chance that life has given him, Max begins counseling and, with the help of Cole and his newfound friends, tries to move forward. However, he quickly realizes that there are more bumps ahead than he was prepared for and is forced to decide if he's going to push past his problems or let his mistakes hold him back forever. [ September 2021. - January. 2022. ] #1 in counseling #3 in mental illness #8 in queer #12 in moving on #13 in youth #19 in growing up #24 in bisexual #31 in daddy issues #66 in ya #89 in mental health

THE JOCK JUST WANTS THE NERD [2] by THEVINCENTNOAH

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A slow fall

It was gradual. Lucas had always been there, but it was always as his brother's friend, not his own. Not really. When they began hanging out more, Caleb began realising there was a lot he never knew about the boy, and he began wanting to learn everything he could about him. With his brother's both having moved away for school, Caleb had the chance to learn more about Lucas than ever before. He didn't stop to think that that goes both ways, but maybe that's just what he needed. Maybe the love he sought was right there in front if him. --- Find out how Caleb slowly falls into to despair and love. Is that not an oxymoron? Which emotion is stronger? Seriously, it's a slow burn. Slow is in the title. This is a bxb that deals with sensitive themes and mature subjects. Take care.