Clouds - One Direction

Here we go again...
Flying is my favorite feeling, being in the air is all I think about when I sing. One Direction and I, their closest friend from X- factor, work together often. I met the band when they were first put together when I came up to congratulate them. Zayn and I hit it off. He's a sweet guy and pretty much the only person I can go to when I can't explain all that I want to say. Never being able to find the words is common for me and i'm better when I write. I get along quite well with all the boys becoming their only person to go to when they just want to have a deep conversation. Almost as if they all don't know what therapy is! I am a singer, but I'm not as big as the band, We have the same label and management company but I'll get more into that later. I have always had a hard time getting on stage but once I'm up there I love hearing people sing back to me it's like a lullaby. Anxiety is my biggest challenge to face. I sneak off into the night often just to smoke and think about where I would like to go in my dreams. Hopping from place to place I preferred to experience the countries then just perform, so leaving at night helped me actually see the world. Sometimes one or two of the boys will go out with me but not for long before as they would get spotted. We will often Write about these moments, The little bit of risk with all the more Fun! It's September of 2013 now and I'm in Portland waiting for the boys to land. This time around they could afford to have me as one of their openers. We're looking down on the Clouds.