The day at the bus stop 🚏

You stand by my side, unbothered and settled
I stand still , awkward and possessed
I have a lot of going on in my mind and now I mix you up in one of my thoughts
You sometimes look me in the eye
My clothes are rugged,my hands so dry
Oh please don't look into my hair ,I look so untidy
But trust me , I'm quite sober
Oh thank god I'm wearing a mask ,he might not know who I'm
Look at you ,you're so clean and maintained
And a little mysterious
What is that mind even thinking of?
Are you counting me in your thoughts too?
Or am I just another stranger you'd forget as soon as you reach home
I wish I could read it
The truths behind those mysteriously beautiful eyes
But why are you staring? Like you've known me since a lifetime
Maybe you are teasing me with those eyes ,
And I kind of love that attention
Knowing you wanted me to notice you
We might have come a long way to here today
Our paths however were meant to be crossed
And now here we are
Standing together near to each other waiting for our respective destinations
I always used to be in a hurry
But today I wish to stay a bit,just a little more
For that millisecond glance of yours
Oh the bus is here
The bus that now takes him to his place ,away from me
He steps into it moving farther away from me
I wished for him to turn back
He didn't
Maybe that was it
With the bus moving,the hope of seeing him ever again vanished
I wish I had asked him his name ,or his address or something that could make me contact him
The shyness and social anxiety in me just couldn't think of doing it
There was a little pinch in the heart for that truth
But there will always be that moment to remember ,the time we shared together standing besides each other for a little fragment of time
Carrying our own stories ,our own sorrows!