depressed ✗ h.s au
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Last published Mon, Jun 22, 2015
"Please, do it, for me. I just ask you to eat, I don't ask you to fall in love with me." Even though I wish you do.
"Eat? No. Never. I won't be pretty if I eat."
"When will you stop thinking of what others think? Its your life, not theirs!"
"How can I stop thinking of what others think when they talk about me every damn time?!" She throw the plate I gave her to the floor carelessly.
"Fuck it, they can fuck off, Rose. Who gives a fuck about them?!" I can't help but raised my voice.
"Me."
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