Semicolon

I've been trying to love and protect everyone, doing my best not to let them down and to make them proud of me. But I couldn't do the same for myself; I'm always dissatisfied in how I react and make decisions. I've never been satisfied with any accomplishment I've had because I knew I was doing it to satisfy others rather than myself. I forced myself to be unhappy simply to see them smile, but I'm not sure how long I can keep it up. Everything keeps pushing me to a cliff.