California

To - Iris Xx
"I hope you find a love like that when your older California." Said my Mother as we left the Theater. We'd just finished watching The Fault in Our Stars with you my cheeky best friend Iris. My Mother's tears are falling freely as we betted on. I laughed at her for being so emotional while mumbling love was and is over rated. "I'm serious California." She stated more sternly. I sat in silence she knows how I feel about love it wasn't real or at least it wouldn't exist in my world. Even you Iris understand how I feel about it, of course you've tired to break through but you realize I'm never gonna crack. I'm not saying you've stop trying, hell no you try every single day but in different ways. Plus it's not like I'm capable of love or to love anyway. I'm only writing this and talking about it because Iris the true love and quote believer wanted me to so he could put it in the book he's writing about me and him. So in saying that I'm California Heart.
- California x