Missing You Alot

" I WANT TO DIE " I said as I felt tears dripping down my face. I couldn't take the pain anymore so I took a razor and started slicing my arm . As I laid down on the bath tub, I cried and couldn't believe what I have saw. "Did he really just did that to me?" I said in a whisper . I then put my hand in the running water , it felt good. As the water was touching my hand, I could see the cherry blood gushing out of my arm. I started crying and thought to myself,what the hell is he doing to me. I then got an enormous band aid. I got out of my bathroom and checked my phone. I had 23 miss calls. I couldn't deal with all the pain that was still happening and faced the facts . I grabbed a rope and hung it to hook that was on my ceiling.Before I was going to put my head in I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note to my mom. I hunged it on her door . I cried and went to my room I stood on the chair and put my head in. I cried and was ready until I slipped on the chair and it went black