Do you love me...?
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MatureOngoing14m
Last published Sun, Mar 5, 2023
Alfred (America) leads what seems to be a good life, but what happens when the countries discover that the hero has depression, an abusive "girlfriend" and does self harm. Will a certain russian finally confess?
Warnings:
•Strong Language
•✨GaY✨
•abuse(and maybe depression and self harm)
•smut
•REALLY SLOW UPDATES
•Some short ass chapters
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