Emotionally tripping
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As I slowly woke up I realized that I fell asleep. It's strange because I never thought that I would still be able to sleep peacefully after the news, even though I may never be able to see him again. The sinking thought and realization hit me. I lost my best friend yesterday. Maybe I never really grasped what is happening right now
the story of a boy dealing with the aftermath of losing his best friend and secret lover
TW: talks of suicide, talks of depression and slight homophobia
this is a story I had to write for English with a few bits changed. hope you enjoy
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