lifestyle I'm tired of

I just copy and paste text I sent to a close friend since 8th grade she's been one of my close friends since were 19 now her birthday is coming up July 31st it's the same as my grandma Teresa my gma who basically raised me so I always remember and she's a Leo like my mom and gma too right hopefully I'm right and not wrong publishing this online lollll if I ever become famous somehow he'll sell a #1 NY best seller and y'all end up reading this and I'm wrong my fault I get people confused hella people I'm close with have that same damn birthday July 31 I'm pretty sure if im not wrong 4 of my close friends have that birthday July is kinda just like a birthday month in general I feel like ANYWAYS this is just from top of my head excuse any typing errors this is raw shit of my life that happened all based on true events I could write a whole series today actually the homless marine fool that was living at my crib for about 2 months with no bills being paid I moved away tho but today I met him for first time today and he is not as deranged as a few people had made him sound which is very very very interesting . anyway he told me for only me being 19 I have hella weird story's he said like a 30 yr old would have lmfaoo I ain't old fool Chile wey I can't even comprehend may 2021-august 2021 shit was just so different and bizzare And weird and you'd probably think I'm making that part of my life up if you weren't there to witness any of it and to the people that were there to witness that headass part of my life I'm so sorry I ain't expect that bs either bruh I ain't asked for it to happen I begged & cried for a safe happy drug free I lost the battle when my mom went to jail I lost total control shit hit the fan SO Fucking GodDam Fast holy shit today too is The first time I cried about all that happenening ina while so that was weird Anyways stay tuned for maybe one day I'll write that 1