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Behind The Smile ( BTS)

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bts depression happier healing insecurity latenightthoughts selfharmawareness selfhelp selfrealization teen thoughtsandfeelings thoughtsofsuicide

For the lost souls who constantly find themselves reeling in the " why? " of the happenings , who feel a little too much , who feel like the world is a little too harsh on them , I hope you find solace and belonging when you read these revelations and realisations.
 After several drafts and errors , i penned this world for myself , this is a world where it all makes sense for me , a world where i understand myself . 
 When you feel lonely and lost , dive into this world of drafts , feel it and see if you can find yourself in here , afterall i am just another lost soul like you . 🖤All Rights Reserved

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Not me. (2023) by MineOnlyFriend2

so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.

Heart Me || JJK ✓ by Flam_TaeSam

On the first day of university, you were surprised to feel a new sensation in your heart. A sensation you knew, you'd feel when your soulmate was on radar. But all the feelings went to drain when the moment you met him was the moment he rejected you, quoting he believed everything about soulmates was a hoax. What happens when you meet him in numbers more than you could count on fingers and you discover Jungkook totally is what you expect and also not expect him to be.... *Please expect all kind of fantasy stuff in here :)* *DO NOT REPOST OR COPY ANY OF MY WORKS. IF YOU SEE SAME PLOT ANYWHERE ELSE, MAKE SURE TO INFORM ME. I DON'T HAVE WRITING ACCOUNTS ON ANY OTHER PLATFORM.* START DATE : 16th June, 2021 END DATE : 16th February, 2023

The choices that we make by Imnotlauriane

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How to Find Purpose and Peace: Why Am I Here? by tacocat91

Why am I here? What is my purpose? What is the meaning of life? Why am I alive? It seems that since the dawn of time we have been asking ourselves this very question. Kings and philosophers have puzzled and theorized, and paupers and plebeians toil under the sun wondering if there's more to life. Even today we seem to be frantically running here or there trying to get the latest scoop, wondering if someone has finally figured it out. People look high and low, and they try a number of things only to still feel unhappy and dissatisfied. In my own life, the only thing that has made me truly happy and given me peace for my soul is God. He has been the chief help in combating my anxiety and depression. For me, God has been the foundation that I've placed my life around and have built my identity. I write about how I've found purpose, peace and how you can too! Jesus loves you and has an amazing plan for your life! Buckle up, and let's read about the purpose of your life and how to find real peace!

Past of Ashes. [DRAMA AU] X Reader by Suga-Bun

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LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) by AquaediusAiyoka

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Always With You | BTS (Kids) by acstorytime

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