Behind The Smile ( BTS)
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Last published Tue, Jun 7, 2022
For the lost souls who constantly find themselves reeling in the " why? " of the happenings , who feel a little too much , who feel like the world is a little too harsh on them , I hope you find solace and belonging when you read these revelations and realisations.
After several drafts and errors , i penned this world for myself , this is a world where it all makes sense for me , a world where i understand myself .
When you feel lonely and lost , dive into this world of drafts , feel it and see if you can find yourself in here , afterall i am just another lost soul like you . 🖤
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