depersonalization - stayatinyaquarius - Wattpad

Story cover for depersonalization by stayatinyaquarius

depersonalization

stayatinyaquarius

Reads 145
Votes 8
Parts 14
Time 3h 39m

Reads 145
Votes 8
Parts 14
Time 3h 39m

stayatinyaquarius

Mature

2022 3racha abuse asian blackpink boyxboy danceracha drugs girlxgirl itzy kpop lgbtq lisa mamamoo redvelvet skz smutwarning substances suicide toxic txt wattys

.. the persistent feeling of observing oneself from outside one's body or having a sense that one's surroundings aren't real..

~

"as if you were floating in air above yourself"

~

detached from your thoughts, feelings & body



*warning before reading: some chapters may not go in order(you'll see why) so don't worry if you feel like you missed info bc it'll come back!!*All Rights Reserved

2022 3racha abuse asian blackpink boyxboy danceracha drugs girlxgirl itzy kpop lgbtq lisa mamamoo redvelvet skz smutwarning substances suicide toxic txt wattys

Table of contents

14 parts

Sign up to add depersonalization to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Beneath The Surface by rainxroses

I'm falling... Falling, helplessly and inevitably; completely at the mercy of the forces dragging me down. Having to trust in an entity's blind intentions and praying to God that they won't let me hit the ground. It's an incredible and horrifying feeling. A feeling that I live for. And I have realized that having something to live for makes you all the more scared of dying. (Constant uploads, and even more editing to older uploads)

ghostin (kiribaku) | ✓ by juniiperscomet

warning: intense angst, suicidal tendencies, and depressing thoughts and actions. others will be noted on-top of each chapter ˚✧₊⁎| | ⁎⁺˳✧༚ invalidation; a form of relational trauma which, over time, harms the brain and nervous system, and also results in the disintegration of any healthy bonds of connection, and dissolution of trust in others.

You're M.I.N.E {Chanbaek} by Mizakichu

"𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞?" "𝙰 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗?" "𝙽𝚘 𝙱𝚊𝚎𝚔𝚑𝚢𝚞𝚗 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜" "𝙸'𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢" "𝙴𝚡𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝗠.𝗜.𝗡.𝗘" ⚠︎︎Warning! Contains swearing, boyxboy, rape,mention of suicide,+18 content. Read at your own risk. Started: 30th March 2021 Finished: 17th July 2023 (I suck) Words: 45,453 Ranks: #exootp ~ 14 #baekyeol ~64 #exofanfic ~46 #chanbaek ~155 DO NOT PLAGIARIZE! Don't translate without my permission!

WOES OF THE HEART [SEONGJOONG] ✔ by wiz_creations03

ﾐ 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 ﾐ ˖⋆࿐໋₊ ❛❛ [̲̅L]ove is that one absolutely nonsensical abstract noun. You can't live without it, no doubt. Yet, if you let it in, it'll gladly walk into your life, ruin you to a thousand crumbs on the ground and then make you question your entire existence! ❜❜ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ᴊᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴇᴏɴɢᴊᴏᴏɴɢ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs ⓇⒺⒶⒹ ⒶⓉ ⓎⓄⓊⓇ ⓄⓌⓃ ⓇⒾⓈⓀ -> 𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖘𝖙 𝖆𝖋 -> 𝕿𝖗𝖆𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖈/𝕿𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖌𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖕𝖑𝖔𝖙𝖘 ᴍᴀᴛᴢ ᴀɴɢsᴛsʜᴏᴛs ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴡʜʏ ɴᴏᴛ? ꏂꋊ꒻ꄲꌦ 🏆ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅs: 🥈sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ - ғᴏʀ 'ᴍᴇᴍᴏɪʀs ᴏғ ᴀ ᴘʟᴜᴠɪᴏᴘʜɪʟᴇ' ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ 'ᴀᴜʀᴇᴜs ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅs' ʜᴏsᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ @-sᴀʀᴀᴡʀɪᴛᴇs- 🥈𝟸ɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ - ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ 'ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛ ᴄᴀᴛᴇɢᴏʀʏ' ɪɴ 'ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏʟᴅᴇɴ ʙᴜʙʙʟᴇs ᴀᴡᴀʀᴅs' ʜᴏsᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ @ᴊᴏᴇʟʟᴇsᴄ

Trifecta by Deerr_Hnd

✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ I had an urge. I deeply had an urge but I knew this could only end badly, I started not to care, with every passing second, I started not to care. I was breathing hard now, my body being pulled towards him as if he were pulling me himself. Was he? I can feel my heart swell as I allowed myself to think that, him pulling me in, by the hips of course. 'Fuck' ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ This story is Raunchy, it's Explicit, and it's "real". I try not to censor much of the trauma they go through, or the love they feel. This story includes Self harm, Abuse, R@pe, Heavy drug use and much more. If you cannot handle this, then this story isn't for you ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫ ✫

Depressed Hinata by gayscrewup

*TRIGGER WARNING! Self harm, suicide attempts, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, medication, kinda graphic descriptions of blood and gore* lol, language too Prolly gonna be some smut, sorry! I couldn't think of a name so... I'm going to write a story about Hinata if he was depressed and had anxiety,(and social anxiety) based on my own experiences. He will be on medication, which I haven't experienced, but I prolly should be on meds... putting that aside, I will do research on different types of medication he might be on, and I'll base the meds off that. I'll try to make it as accurate as possible, but sorry if it's not completely accurate. I also know that some people might have had different experiences, so I don't want to undermine those experiences. Suicide hotline US: 1-800-273-8255

broken home || jongsang {✅} by shotabear

everybody has a dark side... but I feel embarrassed when they see mine... _-_-_-_-_-_-_ ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ - abuse - bullying - toxic family - mentions of trauma's - mentions of suicidal thoughts

Nowhere by DevilzVomit

Yugyeom x male reader [Jun Duri] ¡Requested by @FancyOoO! Sensation fades when you don't feel, Vision fades when you don't see, Memories fade when you don't remember. So does happiness. Happiness fades when you are not happy. And like that... despair is all you could see. Despair follows when you feel sad. Despair increases when you want to... Die. Warning: - Rape - Self Harm - Mentions of suicide - horribly written, I wished it to be better but... if you enjoy then, thank you for the support. *credits to artist*

Sinner II Vmin by Arilovestoread1

_TRIGGER WARNING_ There will be sensitive topics portrayed in the story. Also this story is not supposed to be made to hate on any religion or anything it's simply a fictional story. This is purely fiction so any evil and wrong behavior portrayed by certain characters in this story does NOT reflect their character in real life. Sensitive topics portrayed: * Rape * Abuse (physical, mental, emotional, sexual) * Bullying/ harassment * Self harm * Overall toxicity ~COMPLETED~ 1/22/21

holy | dear evan hansen by bildungsromans

in which connor loves the idea of death, but evan loves the idea of connor. tw; self harm, depression, suicide, anxiety, drugs; list will be updated as necessary

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Beneath The Surface cover

ghostin (kiribaku) | ✓ cover

You're M.I.N.E {Chanbaek} cover

WOES OF THE HEART [SEONGJOONG] ✔ cover

Depressed Hinata cover

broken home || jongsang {✅} cover

Sinner II Vmin cover

holy | dear evan hansen cover

Beneath The Surface

I'm falling... Falling, helplessly and inevitably; completely at the mercy of the forces dragging me down. Having to trust in an entity's blind intentions and praying to God that they won't let me hit the ground. It's an incredible and horrifying feeling. A feeling that I live for. And I have realized that having something to live for makes you all the more scared of dying. (Constant uploads, and even more editing to older uploads)