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depersonalization

stayatinyaquarius

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Reads 136
Votes 8
Parts 14
Time 3h 39m

stayatinyaquarius

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.. the persistent feeling of observing oneself from outside one's body or having a sense that one's surroundings aren't real..

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"as if you were floating in air above yourself"

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detached from your thoughts, feelings & body



*warning before reading: some chapters may not go in order(you'll see why) so don't worry if you feel like you missed info bc it'll come back!!*All Rights Reserved

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The Boy Who Lived Again (boyxboy) (COMPLETED) by Fallen_Angel0416

What if you committed suicide one day. After just one horrible day that set you off. You know, the bullies and the mean classmates who want to help but don't. And your crush refuses to help you one night. What if another woke up months later with no memory? You don't know who you are, nothing seems familiar. All you know is that something draws you to a boy who died months ago right before school ended. A lot of people care that he is dead, they feel responsible. Another boy catches your attention and you can't help but feel something for him. What if he's the answer to your problem but he won't talk about the dead boy? What if he does? Can you win over his trust and figure things out or will meeting him awaken something in you, you may or may not have known? or seen coming...

Feel by Prissy_Peaches

"I just wanna feel something"

𝐀 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐇𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 | | Semishira | | Haikyuu!! [DISCONTINUED) by aka_ashi_K

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Acrophilia by BelWatson

acrophilia. noun. (uncountable) a love of heights. "For your information, some people actually enjoy heights and are not suicidal. I was just appreciating the view, enjoying the wind. I was actually enjoying life until you ruined the moment," he spits, carrying so much resentment that Jaebeom actually feels sorry. "I... I'm sorry. You just... looked like you wanted to jump." "You should've thought better before ruining my perfect moment and throwing me to the ground, which by the way, hurts like hell. Ass." (...) When Jaebeom's life is going down, he meets a strange boy who turns his world upside down. /crossposting on AO3/

🥀Take My Breath Away 🥀 by booinsomnia

🥀Through every breath I take, your love cuts my heart🥀 "Sometimes, I wish I was a rose." "Why?" "Because, then he would love me too." "Ha, maybe one day you will turn into a rose." "One day..." 🥀Seungkwan wakes up one day and suddenly he's coughing up rose petals🥀 🥀Hanahaki x Boo Centric🥀 TW: Blood Death (Not Literally) Alcohol as a coping mechanism Slightly toxic relationship mentioned

Depressed Hinata by gayscrewup

*TRIGGER WARNING! Self harm, suicide attempts, anxiety, depression, social anxiety, medication, kinda graphic descriptions of blood and gore* lol, language too Prolly gonna be some smut, sorry! I couldn't think of a name so... I'm going to write a story about Hinata if he was depressed and had anxiety,(and social anxiety) based on my own experiences. He will be on medication, which I haven't experienced, but I prolly should be on meds... putting that aside, I will do research on different types of medication he might be on, and I'll base the meds off that. I'll try to make it as accurate as possible, but sorry if it's not completely accurate. I also know that some people might have had different experiences, so I don't want to undermine those experiences. Suicide hotline US: 1-800-273-8255

A Smile Can Hide Anything by dilhowelter07

When you say you're okay, you're saying it but... your eyes are saying something else. *TRIGGER WARNING* Finished July 18th, 2018

And Then You Came... [Eunhae] |✔ by LustyShadows

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Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

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What if you committed suicide one day. After just one horrible day that set you off. You know, the bullies and the mean classmates who want to help but don't. And your crush refuses to help you one night. What if another woke up months later with no memory? You don't know who you are, nothing seems familiar. All you know is that something draws you to a boy who died months ago right before school ended. A lot of people care that he is dead, they feel responsible. Another boy catches your attention and you can't help but feel something for him. What if he's the answer to your problem but he won't talk about the dead boy? What if he does? Can you win over his trust and figure things out or will meeting him awaken something in you, you may or may not have known? or seen coming...