depersonalization
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MatureOngoing3h 39m
Last published Tue, Nov 26, 2024
.. the persistent feeling of observing oneself from outside one's body or having a sense that one's surroundings aren't real..
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"as if you were floating in air above yourself"
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detached from your thoughts, feelings & body
*warning before reading: some chapters may not go in order(you'll see why) so don't worry if you feel like you missed info bc it'll come back!!*
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