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depersonalization

stayatinyaquarius

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Reads 145
Votes 8
Parts 14
Time 3h 39m

stayatinyaquarius

Mature

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.. the persistent feeling of observing oneself from outside one's body or having a sense that one's surroundings aren't real..

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"as if you were floating in air above yourself"

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detached from your thoughts, feelings & body



*warning before reading: some chapters may not go in order(you'll see why) so don't worry if you feel like you missed info bc it'll come back!!*All Rights Reserved

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