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This Isn't Me

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~Book 1 Of "This Isn't Me" Series~ 
(Completed & Editing) 

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"I can't be who you want me to be. If who I am isn't who I am, I refuse to be someone that isn't me."

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"I had an amazing couple of years of high school. I was excited for my junior year, especially now that I was going into it with my boyfriend and best friend. 

However, with a new year comes new high school drama. I just didn't think it would have anything to do with me. 

I once heard someone say 'there's a person in this world that is going through the same things as you.' I believed it at first until I had to deal with certain stuff in my life. 

I wish what I went through on no one, not even my worst enemy." ~ Kenneth

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Kenneth is a teenager just discovering his identity as a young bisexual male. How will he overcome the additional complications that come with high school? Unfortunately, Kenneth gets a taste of the real world showing what faces lie behind masks. What will Kenneth do when all of his friend's secrets are revealed and he doesn't recognize the people he once knew?

Ranking & Accomplishments 🏆
#1 DL ~ 10/10/2023
#2 blackbxb ~ 11/13/2022
#19 Cast ~ 11/2/2024 < 10/14/2023
#8 pictures ~ 11/2/2024 < 03/17/2024
#39 urbanbxb ~ 11/2/2024All Rights Reserved

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