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Cry Me A River

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Reads 75
Votes 2
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

ashtray euphoria jabinwanna javonwalton lexihoward ruebennett

"You look just like your mother

               I guess I do carry her tenderness well

you both have the same eyes

            cause we are both exhausted
 
and the hands

         we share the same wilting fingers 

but the rage your mother doesn't wear that anger

         your right that's the
        one thing I get from
        my father." By Rubi Kaur



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ashtray euphoria jabinwanna javonwalton lexihoward ruebennett

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