Being married to an actor is great, but at times difficult. The life of having anyone and everyone in your business can be a little much at times. But I knew what I was getting into from the moment I started. I constantly have to keep my guard up, dealing with rumors and lies. My modeling career has been over for about a year, and I did that on purpose. I knew Michael was getting bigger and I didn't want both of us in the spotlight. Our marriage was better without both of us being wanted.