IF I WAS DEAD (MxMxM)
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Mon, Oct 30, 2023
My name is Noel Ryuka. I am 17 years old, and I am an omega.
I have been through things I would wish on no one.
I have seen things no being should see.
But in the midst of all these ugly memories and thoughts, I found something so bright and beautiful. Something I wish on every living thing.
Something I only got a taste of.
Something I would miss very much if it went away, but would it miss me?
Would they miss me?
...if I was dead...?
⚠️ WARNING⚠️ : this story is an MxMxM and does have gay and lgbtq+ themes, if you are not comfortable with this, please do not read. It also contains mentions of assault, self-harm, suicide and underage drinking and smoking.
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