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Endless pain

SamanthaSmith353

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Reads 2,635
Votes 42
Parts 48
Time 4h 9m

SamanthaSmith353

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action addiction alchohal betrayal boundaries breathtaking choices deathandlife depression destruction drugs friendship insane lies limitations overthinking pain random romance sad swearing torture violence wild

Drugs they make me feel alive, I love the highs even the lows of how drugs make me feel,  but I have doubts about life maybe that's because I feel lifeless inside. When everything seems so lost where to go, what to do, life is one big ass roller coaster we love the adrenaline that energy it makes you feel but this is my journey wild and to insane and beyond your imagination. Xxx




Hey guys so I've just finished my first ever book the last chapter I have posted tonight  but my second book to this series is coming out soon so I really hoped you enjoyed this one I will still be editing all my chapters or some chapters later but thanks for all the support love from Sammy xx

And I will definitely be editing all the chapters it just takes some time that's all so it's all good :) just haven't gotten around to doing that yet love from Sammy x


Hey I'm just editing lots of chapters at the moment some of them will stay the same while others have changed a lot from my editing should be finished editing them soon thanksAll Rights Reserved

action addiction alchohal betrayal boundaries breathtaking choices deathandlife depression destruction drugs friendship insane lies limitations overthinking pain random romance sad swearing torture violence wild

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The killer In Me by The7thWard

"While learning about you, Lilliana..." Malachi sits up straighter. "I considered the fact you come from a loving home, lots of money, no deaths of anyone you were close to. I came to the conclusion that you don't know why you're so depressed." "You don't think this is weird?" My index finger moves between the both of us. "You sneaking into my house just to tell me there isn't a reason for my depression?" My arm returns to its spot over my chest. "You're clearly a psycho. Is there a reason for that?" "It's a chemical imbalance." His arrogant smirk is handsome. "But that's not the reason I'm here either." -------------- This is a sad story about Lilliana. It's a story of depression, drug abuse, and true insanity. This story is about Lilliana's manipulators; her mentally ill best friend, Maverick...and her puppet master; Malachi. Despite the murder and deception...this is also a tale of love. A love that runs so deep...it could make Lilliana second guess fantasizing about pressing the knife against her wrist. --------------- You will be reading this book from all three points of view, learning the minds of all three characters. Keep in mind that not only is this a dark romance book, but there are graphic scenes of murder. If sensitive to manipulation, gaslighting, and suicide, do know that all of this is prominent in each and every chapter of this book. Enjoy.

Unhealthy Obsession |18+| by CodiBlue

-Let's get this straight. From a dead end job to a useless crazy ex boyfriend- my happiness is with my best friend yet the fear of our relationship ending completely scares me and id rather fake it and be in fear than find out and never be happy. It sucks, seeing him everyday and knowing what i feel for him and how deep those feelings go is painful...- But when he comes around everything changes for the best and for the worst. As a whole they are deeply loved and equally as hated by others but the love from one another is undeniable, if only she wasnt so selfish with her choices and words- -Lying, cheating, sneaking, crying- many acts and emotions come from within when there's someone you love unaware of that love.. Possibly growing to love someone else right before your eyes..Its gut wrenching, i know because ive fucked up. Its worse when you're aware of the harm you cause yourself and others but dont care how the outcome turns out to be. Why would it matter how it effects you if youre used to pain and people leaving? it wouldnt. All because you take comfort in your own mind and mental illness, once you realize you have freewill it may become a bad thing if youre careless.- - Gabriella White.

Saving The Broken by TheDevil1155

C̺͆O̺͆M̺͆P̺͆L̺͆E̺͆T̺͆E̺͆D̺͆ Started ~ February 13, 2021 Ended ~ April 3, 2021 ~ Re-write ~ May 28, 2021 End ~ August 18, 2021 *************** Disclaimer! This book might not make since at some points. This book does go a bit fast. There is NO HAPPY ENDING. *************** "Wait honey stop!" The lady yelled, but I wasn't gonna stop. I headed for the front door and before I could push it open I felt arms wrap around my waist "Stop" I kept thrashing in his arms "Come on stop, your gonna hurt yourself more" I didn't listen I just kept trying "Keep her arm as still as you can!" Someone yelled and I felt hands grab my right arm and then something prick my skin "Just stop!" Slowly I collapsed in their arms and my eyes shut. Not how this was meant to happen

Marked By You by yoitzher

NOT EDITED PREPARE FOR SPELLING AND GRAMMAR MISTAKES; TRIGGER WARNING: I suck at putting them in the book so if you need one for any reason this is it. Be careful love:) ~~~~~~ Once you become addicted to something it never goes away. And that's what we are addicted. When addicted you'll do anything to get your next fix and for us that involved fighting, murder, and risking our lives just to see the other breathing. and even when your "sober" you'll always be addicted, that will always be your one true craving. That's exactly what happened too. We would set fire to the world around us and never let a flame touch the other because if we did... ... we'd destroy ourselves in the process. Simply I was marked by him And he was marked by me. ~~~~~ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR GIVING MY BOOK A CHANCE. PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT. I HOPE YOU ENJOY BABE:

Whispers of us by Grace63662

When tragedy strikes her family, Jasmine and her mother struggle to move forward. As a last resort, the family decides to move out of town, searching for peace away from the city that holds their worst nightmares. Making up for the year she lost, Jasmine enrolls in a dual program for her first and second years of med school. She however, didn't anticipate learning more than just medicine, and finding much more than what she came looking for. Liam Damien Myers has decided to never rely on anyone since he lost his mother to the big C. Navigating life alone, steering away from other people's business, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the new girl's world. A journey of healing, friendship, and a chance at love. ----------- P.s. since I'm a new writer the first couple chapters might sound a little cringe, but I swear it gets better so soon. It'd be nice if you keep reading till the end and I'd appreciate your support for this new hobby of mine. You're free to call me out on any errors or scenes that you don't like in the comments, be nice though. I really would love to read your comments on the book, so keep commenting, I'll try to always reply. Luv u. Enjoy.

Summer of Death || [COMPLETED] by Echo_Rizz

In a city that never loved him, a broken soul searches for meaning in pills, lies, and petty crime. He needed money. He needed a way out. What he didn't need was to get stuck in a haunted bookstore with nothing but a relic of a book and the ghosts in his head. Diagnosed with ADHD and abandoned by trust, he's long since learned to trick, steal, and survive. But as hallucinations twist reality and memories return, he's forced to confront the pain he's run from. A ghost from his past urges him to change-but change doesn't come easy. After days trapped in madness, the door opens. He's free... but not unchanged. Hallucinations become memories, and a visit from a long-lost friend pushes him toward something unfamiliar: hope. When the lock finally breaks, he's still chaotic, still rough-but a sliver of warmth begins to grow, especially toward the brother he swore he didn't care for. --------------------------------------------------------------- !! Thumbnail / Book cover is heavily edited and the writing are purely original by me but the picture used is taken from Pinterest. Credits goes to the original owner. !! ⛔ Anything written in this story does not have anything to do with the characters in real life. This is purely fictional and only for entertainment purposes. This story will mention/have heavy swearing, violence, drugs mention, sickness / health issues, blood mention, character death mention and so on. ⛔ Inspired : Locked (2025 Thriller), Summer Ghost (Anime) & Tunnel Vision (Visual Novel) ----------------------------- Word-Counts Written (All Chapters total): • Chapter 1 - 3,153 • Chapter 2 - 2,052 • Chapter 3 - 2,160 • Chapter 4 - 2,437 • Chapter 5 - 1,790 • Chapter 6 - 2,680 • Chapter 7 - 1,623 • Chapter 8 - 1,868 • Chapter 9 - 1,924 • Chapter 10 - 1,588 • Bonus Chapter - 790 TOTAL: 1,6860 words Date of story / first chapter publish : Thursday, 8th May 2025 Date of story / last chapter publish & ended : Monday, 29th December

Marrow Light by novux_ez

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The killer In Me

"While learning about you, Lilliana..." Malachi sits up straighter. "I considered the fact you come from a loving home, lots of money, no deaths of anyone you were close to. I came to the conclusion that you don't know why you're so depressed." "You don't think this is weird?" My index finger moves between the both of us. "You sneaking into my house just to tell me there isn't a reason for my depression?" My arm returns to its spot over my chest. "You're clearly a psycho. Is there a reason for that?" "It's a chemical imbalance." His arrogant smirk is handsome. "But that's not the reason I'm here either." -------------- This is a sad story about Lilliana. It's a story of depression, drug abuse, and true insanity. This story is about Lilliana's manipulators; her mentally ill best friend, Maverick...and her puppet master; Malachi. Despite the murder and deception...this is also a tale of love. A love that runs so deep...it could make Lilliana second guess fantasizing about pressing the knife against her wrist. --------------- You will be reading this book from all three points of view, learning the minds of all three characters. Keep in mind that not only is this a dark romance book, but there are graphic scenes of murder. If sensitive to manipulation, gaslighting, and suicide, do know that all of this is prominent in each and every chapter of this book. Enjoy.