Endless pain
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Drugs they make me feel alive, I love the highs even the lows of how drugs make me feel, but I have doubts about life maybe that's because I feel lifeless inside. When everything seems so lost where to go, what to do, life is one big ass roller coaster we love the adrenaline that energy it makes you feel but this is my journey wild and to insane and beyond your imagination. Xxx
Hey guys so I've just finished my first ever book the last chapter I have posted tonight but my second book to this series is coming out soon so I really hoped you enjoyed this one I will still be editing all my chapters or some chapters later but thanks for all the support love from Sammy xx
And I will definitely be editing all the chapters it just takes some time that's all so it's all good :) just haven't gotten around to doing that yet love from Sammy x
Hey I'm just editing lots of chapters at the moment some of them will stay the same while others have changed a lot from my editing should be finished editing them soon thanks
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(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.
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