"Growing up, I never understood why things happened and if they were right or wrong. From being a 5 yr old child to being an 19 year old adult I had trouble believing what was reality and what was just a big myth. It was almost like I was drowning and I was way too deep to resurface. I wanted all the pain to stop, I wanted every little thing in my life to become anew. I know that isn't how God plans it but I wanted "perfectuality" I felt that I had suffered enough and that I deserved it. Never would I imagine all that God had in store for me, a fighter. Heres my story".