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Dear Jason

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bxb bxblove drama fiction gayfiction grief highschool lgbt lgbtfiction malexmale mentalhealth romance sadstory slowburn slowlove teen teenagers teendrama teenfiction teenlife teenlove teenromance youngadult

This slow burn, somber teen drama follows the day to day life of Blayze Kaldor. As senior year approaches, Blayze starts writing letters to an old friend in an attempt to de-stress. He uses these letters to try and understand the battles he fights in his head, caused by the things that happen around him. As the year goes on Blayze learns more about himself as traverses the ups and downs that life throws at him and slowly starts to notice and trust the people around him who are willing to help him get better. Although, not everyone is so willing to help. Can Blayze win the war being waged inside his head?

Content/trigger warning: This story contains themes of bullying, homophobia, abuse, and suicidal thoughts.

Romance, Drama, Teen Fiction. Slight BXB

Currently at 83k words, with 3 more chapters left to write! :)All Rights Reserved

bxb bxblove drama fiction gayfiction grief highschool lgbt lgbtfiction malexmale mentalhealth romance sadstory slowburn slowlove teen teenagers teendrama teenfiction teenlife teenlove teenromance youngadult

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In the midst of his teenage years, a 14-year-old high schooler found himself falling deeply in love for the very first time. However, there was a catch - his beloved was far away, and their relationship was bound by distance. Despite the odds stacked against them, the young boy refused to give up, fighting valiantly to keep the flame of their love burning bright. But fate is a fickle mistress, and three years later, tragedy struck. The boy received the heartbreaking news that his long-distance girlfriend had passed away. Consumed by grief and struggling to make sense of his loss, he turned to his diary for solace, seeking answers to the question that haunted him day and night: when did it all go wrong? As he embarked upon the daunting task of unraveling the enigma before him, our protagonist found himself confronted with an array of formidable obstacles that threatened to entangle him in their grasp and impede his progress. These challenges, which were to prove more insurmountable than he had anticipated, weighed heavily upon him, shackling his life and casting doubt upon his ability to overcome them. Thus began a journey of self-discovery, as the young boy poured his heart out onto the pages of his diary, reliving the memories of his past and grappling with the harsh realities of the present. From the highs of first love to the lows of crushing loss, his story is a poignant reminder of the power of love and the strength of the human spirit in the face of adversity.)